Many a times I felt lost because I couldn't explain the things the way I wanted. Often times I was unable to explain my thoughts in a easy to follow manner. Am I different? am I different than most other persons around me. Well, that is something for people around me to judge. But sometime I myself fail to judge me. It is a difficult situation, a depressing and upsetting one. Once I left that place of discussion, I realize I should have said it this way. May be back in my mind I am too much concerned about the feelings of the people around me. I never wanted to hurt themselves or their feelings, I wanted to respect their feelings and due to which sometimes I hold myself back to say what I wanted to say.
At those moments of life, I wanted to be eloquent, and may be persuasive as well. I envy those people who are eloquent, smart and persuasive. I wanted to be like them. I know it is not easy perhaps it require a lot of practice. Fear of rejection is one that keep people from putting their effort in something they love. May be that is something holding me back as well. But let me put my fear aside. For the moment no matter what, I will keep pressing the keys in my keyboard, whether it make a sensible write up or not. I will stay motivated and keep pursuing my goal of becoming a persuasive and eloquent writer and speaker. I will make it a personal goal for this year..
Let's see how far I can progress
Let's see how far I can progress
